A Journey Through The Stars To EmbodimentSpirituality Thursday, April 12th, 2012
In December I took part in a group telecon at the time of the Solstice with Mary McNab (Nalini) http://www.delphicwave.com
Incidentally, I highly recommend her book HeartSpace which I have read several times and the tools for embodying fluidity.
At the end of the session we were all given an exercise to do. We were told to look in the mirror and to ask to be shown by the Divine Mother how she would see us – how we looked through the eyes of the Divine Mother. To see Nicola as she sees me. Immediately following the call I went to a mirror and sat down to do the exercise.
As my vision narrowed, I suddenly saw one single eye in the middle of my forehead. It was not what I had expected. It was pre-historic in nature, a mix between something that I would identify as an eye, but that was set in the most ancient of a craggy sort of socket. That only lasted a split second. All of a sudden I was floating through the stars. One star amongst a multitude – liberated. I was not prepared for what came next.
The first image I saw took my breathe away with its beauty, whilst at the same time I was stunned to see that the face looking directly at me was in fact the essence of me. Quite clearly it was me, yet at the same time, a different me to the one that I recognise as my current earth reality physical presence.
It’s hard to explain. The visual imprint was what would be recognised as Nicola, but there was an incredible smoothness about everything and more than anything a breathtaking beauty of spirit. This being appeared to transcend time and the beauty was woven into the softness and love and a sense of all knowing. She just was/is.
Before I could comprehend further, a second face appeared, again with the stars in the background. This time it was male. Again, the image was recognisable as me. It was funny because I saw his ears and they were pointy – a bit like an elf! Again, there was the same sense of timelessness and spiritual beauty.
Then I was floating through the the stars again, and in that last moment the twinkle in my eye turned into a star. I could see it so clearly, the heart of it and the white aura surrounding it.
Following this experience, the imprint of what I had seen stayed in my head and I found myself regularly going back to “her/him” in the stars. To try to connect with the essence of myself that I had seen and that still continued to amaze me.
I yearned to express myself more fully through “her”. She became a symbol of the real me at its most authentic and I wanted to be everything through “her”. By visualising what I had seen, I was able to understand how in these times we don’t as light workers need to push out energy to try and save others and the world – all we need to do is to express our authentic selves. It is enough to simply shine our light. What a fantastic and unexpected relief!
It was whilst listening to an interview with Inelia Benz shortly afterwards that the next piece of the puzzle fell into place. In it Inelia said that she had received an important message which is that we can ask our higher selves to enter our bodies. In other words, I did not have to go up to the stars to make this connection. I could simply ask “her” to integrate with “me” on a physical plane. So I sat down one day and asked if the essence of Nicola I had seen in the stars would like to come into my physical body and the answer was Yes.
I was not quite sure what to do next but was guided to imagine this essence of Nicola in a cloud surrounding me and I then breathed her in through my cells and into the body. It was really quick and so easy to do. For the next day I could not wipe the smile off my face. It felt truly wonderful. Again, there was a sense of relief. Finally….I sighed. It was as if I was suddenly in “real time” and it felt absolutely right.
I’m not sure if I have this exactly correct technically but I was told that what happened takes place when you make the request to fully incarnate into your physical body or embodiment.
Almost immediately, I noticed that the flow of light through me had been optimised as a direct result of this integration. Also, the fact that I saw myself as both male and female was interesting – again – it was like a completion. There was no piece of me in the now that was missing.
It was also as if the coming together of the “star” me and the “earth” me has banished any fears of being alone (on my own). There is no need for anyone else to plug a gap as I am just happy with being me and this was enough in itself.
And, as a result, the truth of the light – or the wisdom can flow more freely – as there are less restrictions as well as a greater capacity to absorb. This has manifested across the spiritual work that I do at every level. All is much stronger, more centred and more easily in the flow.
It has been a couple of months now. Do I feel different? Yes- unquestionably so. Is this the end of the journey? Absolutely not! It’s just that now that I understand the true beginning….
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