When Your Mojo And Money Are On Vacation_Featured_, Awake and Aware, Conscious Living Sunday, July 1st, 2012
Have you ever noticed how sometimes, if you don’t take time out, then circumstances can take care of it for you?…
Last week it felt like my mojo had gone on vacation… perhaps you have had this experience at one point or another as well…
From one day to the next, nothing seemed to feel joyful to me anymore. Now, my passions may have changed their intensity levels over the years but there was always something which made me sparkle from within, even if not all at the same time. This felt different, though.
I even started writing about it but got no further than the title! And then I thought I’d delete a certain plug-in and…a ‘fatal error’ message appeared on the screen and I was no longer able to access the dashboard nor this site. Just like that.
I thought for a moment that everything had vanished into the ethers and let out a deep sigh as I surrendered.
So with my mojo on vacation and being unable to access this site, I wondered what was about to emerge out of this.
It also happened to coincide with almost no money coming in, while rent and bills are due, and having no clue as to how this would resolve itself.
Perhaps you can imagine how this might trigger the deepest survival programs and put the inner controller in freak-out mode… not exactly optimal states of being to attract money nor business…
Last week was, as Nalini from Delphic Wave says, ‘crunchy’. That is a mild way to describe how it felt for me.
I made a commitment a while ago to choose for living a fully Source directed life. That has called for releasing any and all egoic programming… the most deeply ingrained ones driven by a need to control… everything which has kept limitations in place and had me deny my Self in any way. In other words, anything and everything which prevented the light that I am to fully be embodied in this body.
This called for shifting deeply held unconscious agreements and inherited patterning through the bloodline, soul families and any tribal agreements. And so it felt as if I was dying, as if the contents of me were all removed, leaving me in a state of limbo for a few days… neither here nor there…
And then Friday, something new clicked into place…
It felt like a new operating system was installed and even though, from the outer appearance, things might look the same, from within everything has shifted. I perceive things in a whole new way, as if seeing beyond the physical form into this field where everything is fluid.
You can imagine it might be rather odd to look at someone and see their body and at the same time perceive their fluid form and where it is or is not yet integrated in the body. I have never taken psychadelic drugs but from what I have heard others say about their experiences, it sounds similar to this;)
Now it also feels as if my mojo has undergone a transformation and is yet to share with me what it is about.
I feel great joy when perceiving this fluid field… everything feels connected and sparkly. And then I see the structured forms of many things in this world and it feels dead compared to this fluid state. Switching back and forth… and every time I switch it’s as if some of the sparkles of the fluid state are infused into the denser forms.
So now what would happen if more of us were to consciously do this with money?…
Look at money or imagine you have some here right now and notice how you feel…. then tap into the fluid field, beyond the form, and perceive the light… switch back to your money and notice how you feel… then back into the fluid field… as often as you feel like or until you feel your money is glowing with light and feels light…
Just prior to writing this, I was talking with Nicola from 5D Diaries, and we thought we’d start a little experiment together. We’ll be sharing more about that later. Funny enough, from that conversation I can already feel the power of what we have set in motion… the above exercise was just received as I was writing and I just got a message from Nicola that she had some other downloads;)
Wow, the power of coming together with an intention to shift!
By the way, the audios which have been of tremendous value for me in shifting these fixed positions, are available in the membership area of Delphic Wave’s Embodying Fluidity. I can highly, highly recommend these. In fact, I am listening to the ‘Clearing Bloodline and Genetic Patterns’ as well as ‘Releasing Symptom-causing Patterns’ almost daily and on some days more than once. And then there are the ‘Shifting From The Heart’ and the ‘Shifting Core Essence~ Releasing Core Imprinting’ audios… and several others which I feel are essential for shifting through these times with grace.
I’d be very curious to hear how any of this might resonate with you and what your experiences are with the exercise… you can apply this to anything ofcourse, not just money.
Many joyful blessings,
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