Releasing Attachment to Habits

Posted by Tina Van Leuven _Featured_, Conscious Living Friday, October 5th, 2012

What if you were to release all attachments to habits?… What if all your past reference points were no longer there?… What if you were free to create with a clean slate?… Perceive through the eyes of your Self, as your sparkling aspect of Source, free from habitual interpretation…

I have been attending the Delphic Wave Divine Mystery School for the last few years and have been, and am being, entrained to Divine resonance. This can best be described as having my entire system rebooted, the entire inner database ‘dumped’ into the cosmic laundry service to be transformed and optimized… letting go of the stories I have told and believed about myself, about life, about everything.

You know the ones… they tend to start with : I have always/never…and fill in the blank.

All the roles I may have identified with, all the expectations I was holding on to based on past experiences…
Keeping the wisdom gained along the way and letting everything else go… EVEN those ‘yes BUT’ voices;)

One of my BIG ones was the fear that life would be boring if it was all Source directed, that there would be nothing for me to DO if I was ‘simply’ BEing…. which really was the fear that Source might give me experiences I would not enjoy, so I had better stay in control and have a say in the matter! Haha…

This had me look at my definitions of Source/Divine/God… And brought up the question if I truly trust Source?
You can, you know… might just call for the truth of what Source is to be perceived by you… and that will surely shake and rattle a few tightly held onto definitions as everything shifts…

Let each moment unfold and experience the wonder…

With everything shifting and no reference point to refer to or rely on or inform what it might look, be or feel like…nothing to compare it to…
So nothing to grasp or hold on to…
Adventure or terrifying?…

I don’t know about you but I have found this to be quite an adventure and sometimes absolutely terrifying!
Letting go of e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g!

Including the addictions to old beliefs, agreements, habits of perceiving and holding on to reference points from the ‘past’.

As my field of perception has been opening more and more, I have been practising discernment and honoring my boundaries. Choosing what I am and am not available for…. Honoring my Self to say NO to what or who does not feel good or joyful to be with.

The more the veils are lifted, which clouded your perception, you may find things revealed which you did not want to see or know … You know the ones…

Turning a blind eye to certain things… Isn’t it fascinating how these expressions are such common language?…
If you choose to perceive clearly, to perceive the highest truth in any moment, then you can no longer hide from any places within yourself or your life where you may have turned a blind eye… calling forth to BE your authentic Self… which may just change e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g ! Life as you have known it will never be the same again.

It is a leap of faith… trusting that as you let go that you will land in a place and with people and experiences who are energetically aligned with your Divine essence… What that will look like, be like, feel like? You won’t know until you ‘get there’…

YOU get to choose.
What would be FUN to co- create with Source, to dream into BEing?…
Will you allow yourself to receive that?

After an amazing almost 3 weeks in mystical Cathar country…

I have returned to the gentle energies here in Burgundy.

While going for a wonderful walk along the canal this morning, I felt my beingness weave with nature, the stars, and all that is… as if wrapped in a soft and flowing multi-colored mantle with streams of light dancing back and forth, through me and from me…

while surrounded by these glowing golden trees.

I felt the abundance and beauty of nature resonating within me and I started to   sing this mantra as suggested by Dr Pillai : “Shreem, shreem, shreem…” over and over again… and next thing I knew, this golden light, much like the glowing trees, was flowing within my brain like a fountain and flowing into the rest of my body, the frequency of abundance and beauty filling me to overflowing, weaving with nature…

I wonder what will emerge next….

Adventures on the Joy Sprinkle Trail…

to be continued…

Many joyful blessings,

Tina
www.innerdelight.com

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