Reality Clearance Sale To Freedom_Featured_, Reality Shift Monday, August 13th, 2012
Three weeks ago I was sitting at my dining table and suddenly had this urge to start posting my furniture on a Dutch site similar to e-bay. The decision to move from my apartment had been made and I had a month to clear out my place… I realized it was time for a reality clearance sale!
As this move felt so divinely supported, I also felt everything would be supported by grace and ease…
So… I took some pictures and posted the ads. Within hours I started getting emails and phonecalls. I was amazed! Next thing I knew I had sold the first bookcase and that meant I had to take out all the books in a hurry.
Oh my goddess… this was starting to feel very,very real, very, very fast!
It also happened to be right in the middle of the last segment of the Trinity gatherings with Mary Nalini MacNab from Delphic Wave, which happened to be all about acknowledging and receiving;) Embodiment of oneness…
When the first cupboard was picked up I felt elated and this continued over the next few weeks. As every item was released I felt this wave of freedom and yesterday the last ‘big’ item was sold: my bed.
So I am now sitting in my very spacious living room on a deck chair and will be sleeping on an aerobed for the next week as the last bits and pieces are cleared out and the boxes of what remains go into temporary storage.
I feel so deliciously free and expansive…
I have moved so many times over the years and all over the world. And yet this time it feels different.
Perhaps it is the most conscious move as of yet and by that I mean that I have held every item I owned in my hands and felt if it still resonated with me or not.
Like going through my wardrobe with the help of my dearest friend Carla. With every item I held up, she’d nod yes or no. If it was a ‘no’, which was most of it, then it went into a bag to go to charity. Right down to the jeans I was wearing which had recently ripped yet which fit so snug… into the bag they went and leaving me with just one pair of yoga pants!
The joy and liberation I felt when bringing these bags to the charity containers…
and then the magic started to amp up…
My friend had some brand new jeans which she wasn’t going to be wearing and asked if I wanted to try them on. They fit like a glove and so I received 2 pairs of new jeans within hours of giving most of my clothes away.
I received invitations to go out for dinner with friends and ate out in the most fabulous restaurants almost every night for a week, celebrating, while to all outer appearances it seemed my life was falling apart.
While experiencing all of this I also had a huge clash with the landlord for a week…
Receiving threats and being harrassed which turned out to be a huge gift. The fear of being annihilated was literally being released from my body. The confrontations intensified over a period of 5 days with my body shaking as if being physically attacked.
I was aware that this was not just from the current situation but that didn’t comfort me while in the heat of it.
I’d handed it over to Kali to deal with it while I proceeded to get legal advice and took the action steps required. This was really calling on me to stand in my truth and power.
It just so happened that throughout this intensification I had another starseed activation upgrade and along with the Trinity integration, everything in my system which had been resisting or attempting to keep out my light was being transformed and optimized.
The brighter my light was shining, the angrier the landlord seemd to get! That’s when Nalini reminded me that when Kali optimizes any situation in your life that she also optimizes you;) So this intensification was a very good ‘sign’ in a way, even though I can say it felt veeeeeeery uncomfortable.
The good news was that this was clearing things at such a deep level and so fast ( that’s goddess optimal!) that this emotional tsunami subsided within 5 days and after the weekend it was as if I was speaking with a different person.
By now the fear was gone. I knew it was really gone when I saw him and his wife a few days later and there was no more physical reaction in my body. Just peace and light. Like this magical sky…
Now the countdown is on to wrap things up and move by the weekend. I have stopped announcing plans and instead share the update of the moment with friends and family. With things changing and shifting so fast, it’s like the weather forecast;)
So… today’s status has me enjoying a few more soaks in the bathtub before I hand back the keys and then going to stay with friends. I thought I would be on my way to Oz as soon as I moved but… the joy sprinkle trail is nudging me to go visit some friends in France first. Welcome to the freedom ride!
To be continued…
Many joyful blessings,
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